I cant seems to run away from my past. its still linger how matter how many times I try to ignore nor runaway from it. i was reading my blog post since 2006. well at least, based on my past, I must i grew up a bit. maybe, I miss those times when i dont have anything to worry. Unlike now, i have little (soon to be many) worry, i have options, and more options, and Im not sure which options should i opt with. or rather, i wasnt really sure what should I do with my life.
you see, you dont have manual as an instruction what to do with your life. you live once, what dont make the best out of it?
because, simply I dont know what I want to do. Im not sure whether this life would be the best life. or, this life would be worse life ever. I wish I could born and reborn. but, thats not the Tawhidic paradigm that ive learnt. I am in living in the real life?
did I choose this life?
I certainly didnt.
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