Update

My keyboards are no longer working, and im trying to update my blog using my ipad. Feels awkward though. 

Anyway, 2 more months before i continue postgraduate studies, not sure whether im  making the right decision. Im still looking for part time job(s) to sustain my life and at the same time applying for all sort of scholarship available on website. Nevertheless, its really frustrating when every single fields these people are offering are, either finance, business, engineering, etc etc.

Hallo, our civilizations were made of philosophical thoughts that flourish throughout centuries, why couldnt you be bothered to sponsor philosophy students?

Its ok, ikhlaskan hati.

Anyway, my dad confronted me few months about. I knew from the beginning, i need to fund my studies since they unable (most likely reluctant) to chip in money. Yet, i knew i wouldnt like working. I dont like office, does anyone even bother to 'deconstruct' office? Office is not a place to work, its a place for lousy animals to interact. How can i ever be part of these social animal, when i myself always prefer to desolate myself from these social animals? 

No doubt, almost every single loving souls have been telling not to continue studies. Well, give it shot for few years before be part of the industry. Yet, on the other side... I dun feel like im doing the right thaing to work. It baffles me every time, every single time when i have to work things that i dislike. Simple thing like calling people to money. To make more money. 

Can we live in the world, where paper money is evil? The antagonist in every single scene? In every corner of life?

I doubt, because im still searching of money. 

Fuck life.