Monday, January 20, 2014

Last Semester.

My final semester was a bit dull, or better yet I might add less stressful compared to the previous semester, I almost kill a cat for fun (no I was really angry with myself, and other people that been really pain in the ass. And thank God, my it went well). Nonetheless, my final semester was more to.. enlightenment, in other words, more relax, less hassle and few interesting classes. (the farewell part is a bit sappy for me, but I didnt cry.-- ok I lie, I did cry on the last day of my class, especially bidding farewell to my favorite teacher that have been teaching me since my first year). 

http://www.nst.com.my/life-times/health/face-of-courage-1.381624->> read here.

you see, in the holy university and especially my department, there are inevitable boring lecture(s) (and sadly majority) of lectures are not even intellectually stimulating. unlike, my favorite teachers, they have been really really inspiring. sometimes, I was think it was a figment rather than actual reality. all the knowledge, and she imparted may be blessed to me. ehh..

and.. I was a bit (err really) lazy in my semester, finish up (and start writing) my assignment on submission day. (haha), and Thank God, I didnt screw up,. My CAM (continuous assessment mark is good) is good, except for my final exam, it was a bit staggering tho (and scary, cuz I didnt have enough time to write properly and my handwriting. I pray my teacher will have extra-terrestrial power to read my handwriting)

and.. suddenly, I've graduated.

I was so excited to graduate, been flaunting to everyone (including my teacher(s) and keep on reminding them hahah- (and hoping they will be extra lenient to me and they didnt. damn), yet on the final i was.. erghh. I wasnt feeling so good, in fact already missing the holy land.

I didnt bid goodbye to my friends-nemy. well, I thought i would reconcile our relationship, but neah.. in the end, we didnt even bother to look at each other.

btw, I've graduated, and my first interview will be on this coming friday (as booty call- my friend calls it)

p/s- I didnt apply for this job, i was applying for academic related industry & NGO, rather than this MNCs. somehow, it leads me there (amboi, mcm da dapat je)


and I have to cut my hair. Damn it!!

hello world!

I've decided to continue writing despite of my super lazy ass to write. Anyway, Im unofficially graduated from the Holy University & little did I know, life after school is err.. boring? in between fun. and disparity because I have no idea what to do in the future. I mean, ya.. i have plan(s), but everything seems to be a blurry for me. because apparently I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO!

well, I have interview this coming Friday, surprisingly, I didnt apply for the job. kinda scared to be part of something that i never even bother to read on (Read- Banking Industry)


hmmm.. sounds err great right?

I've been wanting to advance my education to graduate school, almost done, yet, I wonder why Im so lazy to write/repair my personal statement. everything seems so fuzzy, on one side, I REALLY REALLY WANT TO CONTINUE MY STUDY and on the other side.. ermm.. (feeling meh!)


so.. ermm.. should I continue my study?