Anderoid and apple

And ive been using iphone for now, more than 2 years.

And remember when i told you (read my friend) why i wanna change to iphone? 

And I remember exactly what i said.

And at the same time, i remember exactly why we shouldnt be friend. Again.

And, i hope you rememeber it too.

And, i dont miss you anymore.

Update

My keyboards are no longer working, and im trying to update my blog using my ipad. Feels awkward though. 

Anyway, 2 more months before i continue postgraduate studies, not sure whether im  making the right decision. Im still looking for part time job(s) to sustain my life and at the same time applying for all sort of scholarship available on website. Nevertheless, its really frustrating when every single fields these people are offering are, either finance, business, engineering, etc etc.

Hallo, our civilizations were made of philosophical thoughts that flourish throughout centuries, why couldnt you be bothered to sponsor philosophy students?

Its ok, ikhlaskan hati.

Anyway, my dad confronted me few months about. I knew from the beginning, i need to fund my studies since they unable (most likely reluctant) to chip in money. Yet, i knew i wouldnt like working. I dont like office, does anyone even bother to 'deconstruct' office? Office is not a place to work, its a place for lousy animals to interact. How can i ever be part of these social animal, when i myself always prefer to desolate myself from these social animals? 

No doubt, almost every single loving souls have been telling not to continue studies. Well, give it shot for few years before be part of the industry. Yet, on the other side... I dun feel like im doing the right thaing to work. It baffles me every time, every single time when i have to work things that i dislike. Simple thing like calling people to money. To make more money. 

Can we live in the world, where paper money is evil? The antagonist in every single scene? In every corner of life?

I doubt, because im still searching of money. 

Fuck life.

keybord mkin jhnm.

ye, it getting ort. (keybord rok) dmnnn

what's left?

I've been trying to update my blogs, yet.. I've been so lazy even just to write a sentence. pardon me, my keyboard is not function properly. on the other side, ive been plagued with so many stories, yet i'm unable to express it in terms of words. So, maybe in this little piece, I will conjure some of the stories that have been happening for the past 6 months?

Early this year, I was so excited to graduate, even before graduated- i was offer a job. yet, I wasnt so sure whether to work and thus, i decline politely. I was jobless for the past 3 months. got few other offers, yet I wonder why, i didnt bother to work.

did some traveling, went to all over peninsular, from  Penang-Perhentian-Perlis-Singapore and other places. It was fun, till I decided, hey lets go to work. (and it was a huge mistake)

 

I was called for a job as a lecturer, according to designation, i was supposed to be a lecturer. well, no doubt it was fun despite minimum wage that I received. It was a small private (evil) education institution, of course it was fun, yet after few weeks working there-- my designation changed from being a (good) teacher, to something I hated the most. I was shifted to admin and marketing team (which I was alone with almost no supervision). I wouldnt mind doing the admin, but err, selling education is definitely not my thaing. It was painful experience to "sell"- more like cheating to the kids on the courses offered with ridiculous price. and thus I decided to resign. knowing my principle (eceh) was compromised and doing something that I hate is a big no no. 

 

oh ya, the college was divided into two different entities, I had to sell another courses to the professionals and my supervisor was a bit too annoying for me. insist me to call him dr. (eww) and always always annoyed with nonsense ethics of corporate. I know you have lots of experience, yet why are u there? working with minimum minimum wage?-- met my colleagues few days after he told my supervisor resign. aiyoo-- business tak jalan.

 

I found it weird when fresh grads are telling me its hard to penetrate the industry, well I get my 2nd job not even a week after I decided to resign. I was working directly under ministry *ehem ehem*, I knew from the beginning Im not gonna like working there, but I was desperate for money and working under gomen- they pay with decent wage so, I cant say no. and my designation was working for the community.. so why not?

yet-- it was nightmare for me.

I was helping the wrong people, better not to reveal everything here. Maybe next time.

to cut it short, I was mocking the big bawse on fb. and the next day-- i had to tender my resignation letter. not so much options left, soo.. 

surprisingly a week before that 'incident' happened, i was offered a job ( satu ribu ringgit Malaysia perbedaan ya) at one of the university in Malaysia.

and I accept it, oh ya didnt I mention somewhere im going back to school on sept?

 

 

 

wish me luck, im not gonna do it halfway for post graduate.

 

 

and I need new lap top, anyone wanna chip in some cash?